Do's: read this long post
Don'ts: pay attention to my grammatical or vocab errors.. LOL
Anyway, today Dawn received her MOE confirmation letter... She passed the interview and will be teaching from march on wards. I feel happy for her but at the same time, disappointed for myself. Confirm plus chop the reason I'm not chosen (even for the interview) is because of my GPA. Cos her O level results are almost the same as mine... and she didn't even score an A for the subject she's teaching. So.... What to do? No matter how hard I've tried, use whatever methods to study and memorize, I still don't fare well in my results... Haiz.. (and I felt really stress when you ask about my results everytime too.) haha. Cos.. I didn't want that kind of result but in de end still like tat. I can feel your disappointment in me too.
I was really sad when MOE didn't even email me for the interview as this 'job' was what I really want after thinking a lot about my future, our future.. But well, not everyone can get everything that they want in life so easily... Feeling stressed after knowing that she secured a job already, I have to start thinking for new plans..
Recently just registered jobsdb.com, jobscentral.com, etc etc and have done my resume. Applied for jobs like childcare teacher, admin, etc.. It may not be what I want but at least I can earn a bit while searching for what I really like right?
After I've been through all this, graduating from diploma really isn't as easy as graduating from primary school or secondary school whereby you can just score well and choose one school/course.
So.. yeah.. felt better after blogging my thoughts out.. Wanted to tell you all these this few days but you were too busy. (I'm busy too) so we don't really have the time to meet up...
Left 2 days to the 'deadline' that my FYP teacher gave. (so cruel lor. next two day is reunion dinner u know) and my project mates didn't even give me like 10% of cooperation. Things were rather difficult for me right now for FYP... The official deadline is actually on the 2nd of Feb. But Ben thought its 26th Jan. So... shhhh... I didn't tell him is 2nd Feb. Imagine the 'deadline' left 2 days and he's still missing in action, if I tell him de actual deadline is 2nd of feb, I think I'll have heart attack everyday until the last minute. -.-
Last few days slept at around 3am plus cos suddenly our lecturers gave us many projects and de deadline is so close to each other.. (thx uh.) Then have to wake up at 9am plus cos need to go to lectures.. Now all my pimples pop out already.. :(
11.30pm le. Have to go back to do FYP le. Although I don't intend to sleep la.. But u know it's impossible the right. LOL... So must go back and rush.. Its a very stressful year for you.. (changing jobs) and stressful year for me (deciding my future path) So.... WE SHALL WORK HARD TOGETHER AND CREATE A BETTER FUTURE FOR BOTH OF US OKAY?!
WORK HARD! PLAY HARD! MISS ME HARD!
See ya soon on new year! Good night dear... MUACK. Love you!